Loser

Worldly sorrow's made my heart its home
In this silence, I’m drifting alone
My patience is gone, I’ve reached the end
Broken by storms I can no longer bend
No spark of hope, no will to fight
Deep in the depression, lost in the night
I mourn for the days, the life I’ve known
And the seeds of misery this era has sown

This cruel world, a void, a waste
My whole life vanished in a bitter haste
I was my own enemy, a puppet in a game
A lifetime of playing, while burning in the flame

I’m not the man I used to be, no more
A broken spirit, washed up on the shore
Now I’m just a shadow, a ghost of my past
A heart using memories to make the pain last

They walked by my side, a crowd in the light
But now they’ve all vanished, escaped from my sight
The world left me hollow,with nothing to hold
In the house of loneliness,the air is too cold

The taste of this world is a poison,a sting
On the edge of my lips, the bitterness clings
The ones who are gone, their echoes still stay
Curse these memories that lead me astray

Now all of my words, all my wounds, all my fears
I pour into songs, I drown them in tears
I let my soul rain through the lyrics I write
To head every scar, and find some small light